(used)
(blood pigs)
(blood pigs)
i'm sorry i'm ugly
all that i am and i can never live up
i'm failing, i'm angry
afraid of the ways they pretend to be us
it's fucked up, i'm different
words remain my only escape
art saves all of me
evolving
and now you're walking away!!!
i am not afraid
and now you're walking away!!
i am not ashamed
and now you're walking away!!

[voodoo spell]

my mistake was trusting you
blood pigs with creating my fate
with poetry and suffering
i cannibalized every ounce of my pain
i'm still afraid, every

crawled out the window on the fourteenth floor.
said, "i don't know," then didn't say anymore.
she used the window instead of the door.
now I'm alone up on the fourteenth floor.
But I'm not high. I'm not high.
she said good-bye, and i don't know why.

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